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Saturday, July 29, 2006

there are such nice ppl out there is this world
really
it was his ex msging me on friendster
she's so nice
(:

really
it's lik i dont know u at all
and u dont really know me either
yet u're so nice
telling me stuff talking to me and helping me

it's lik we're just total strangers
yet ure so kind and blah
ahha really thanks so much
i relaly appreciate it
(:

im quite fine actually
really
cos i know he's shit all along
and i was just ahnging ard
for wat i din know either

haha

haha maybe we can set up some *'s ex club or smth
and talk to his many present gfs to get them out of it
HAHAHA

u're so nice
cant wait to talk to you when i'm back!

anw
just came home frm sending mulia off




see?
was still fien and hapy b4 tt

but kinda cried at the departure gates
when it was last call and stuff and he really had to go
haha i duno why
when we hugged gdbye for the really alst time
i just felt lik crying
lik man i cant believe he's really leaving
lik really gone frm spore

lik all of a sudden it's just so real
lik really he's leaving
for good

it's lik it takes time to sink in
when he 1st said he's gona leave
i wa lik
oh
haha us
dont go ard fucking ah

and nw it's lik
man he's really leaving
nt tt funny anymore


all the girls sending him off
haha his parents must think he's some kind of flirt

anyway
my friend always !

i'll miss you! really!
be back soon!

p.s.

cheryl let's go shopping/slpover or watever soon!


and happybday in advance!
love you!

alright better go do my last min packing
goto leave the house soon

take care everyone and study for ur promos
HAHAHA
i shd be doing tt too

till im back
see you all!
(:

for your love ;
4:56 PM;

Friday, July 28, 2006

alright
i get it
I GET IT

hahahaha
yes guess we can and wil be friends
reply me soon!

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it

Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

But Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I got life to do

I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

It's a shame in a way
cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared
felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be

Love's good when it's right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem

p.s.
i miss -beep- more than i miss you
lol
(:

for your love ;
11:40 PM;



was gona switch off my comp
but just gt mail so went to check
some friendster msg
ok so go see b4 i go off lor


hmm
thanks..
for ur encouragement
but you are?
and u're refering to...?

to * i guess?
hahaha
erm thanks
considering i dont know you at all
and i dont think u shd know me..
who.. are you?

haha
reply me soon ya
maybe we can be friends
go shopping some day?

a-haha
tired alr talking nonsense
ok still ahvent call mulia yet
will call nw
really
haha
coming!

for your love ;
11:28 PM;


i hate entries w no picture
so here goes
since blogspot uploading thg is finanlly wrking




chose this cos this is where i vividly remember me falling darn unglamly
and someone just went OMGOMGOMG
are you okay?omg
and he just stood there looking at me in my unglam position
(i fell down the stairs in s kirt.goodness)

and i was lik thinking
wld u just help me up?

oh well
lazy to upload others here
go shutterfly

oh anw
haha
watched

v.v.long ag
forgt to blog bout it
darn long ago
i cant even remember when
back then when i was still w *

i nv liked superhero movies
this is no exception
lame shit
cliche
blah
sorry la huh
no offence

thennn
last last last movie im gona watch w him

watched

some parts tt i din get
guess im too childishreally
hahaha
m18 more serious and political movies then dont understand some parts alr
a-haha

but well
once again
the movie proves guys' downfall boils down to lust again
serves them right
stupid guys

HA

see.see.see?

well my friend always still

oh ya
call mulia to tell him story 1st
oh and pack
cya !

I NEED TO WATCH LAKEHOUSE AND CARIBBEAN
still havent watch yet
):
such a noob
i know

for your love ;
9:52 PM;

Sunday, July 23, 2006

last sat was a everythg day

1.nessa's sis's wedding
2. fris comp
3. tchers-parents meeting
4. cambridge trip briefing
5. outing w moomoo

of cos
i cant be at all places a the same time so i went for 2
fris comp and moomoo outing
hahahahah

i realised i havnent really been taking pics w moomoo all these yrs
except for some ugly neoprints in sec 2 i think
goodness really ugly
let me go find it and laugh over it someday

my lil friend's leaving on sat
im leaving on sat too
4 pm
wat gd timing

my flight is at 10 la
need to reach by 8
which means i;ll hav to stay at the airport till 8 aft sending him off
kaos ehhh


anyway
moomoo's LAST outing last sat
goodness
it's hard to imagine tt there will no longer be a kevin mulia whom i can at anytime on any day to come out at any time to any place

goodness
who am i to call frm nw on?
who am i gona shout at " eh! go out leh. watch ____"
" eh! go out today leh. i wana eat ________ "
"eh come out later leh i want to play pool "

anyway
since it's the last outing
aiyah wanted to upload pics here
but blogger sucks
so many probs
will just upload to shutterfly la hor moomoo
go see under snaps last moo moo outing or smth at shutter

anyway
leaving tmr
was packing till nw
pack until v.sian
and kinda hav a feeling wont be able to fit everythg in

hahaha

aiyah lazy to blog nw
later!

for your love ;
11:38 PM;


it's been so lnog since i blogged
alright nt TT long actually
just..
feels long cos so many many thgs happened lately
and well of cos this will be long
dont bother trying reading all
just for me to blog and be happy
HAHA

wellllllllllllll...
for one
no i din wait till thur
i somehw had the determination to do so on.
eh?
omg
i cant even remember wat day
goes to show hw well my forget bout it process is gg
(:

but anyway
i was so happy when i did it tt i went to msg everyone tt night and the nxt today

mish sab cheryl cy benc blahblah
i din msg mulia cos i havent even told him bout it
HAHA
but since it's alr over
i can save my breath even better

hahaha
benc and cy were so happy
hahaahah
cy went lik OH! Finally!
haha
and he's someone who talks monotanously normally
as in calmly w/o exclamations

i duno hw i did it
really cant explain it
i cant figure it out either
ok la
smth tt * did made me more determined to do so

i mean *called and * brought it up 1st
cos i was angry bout smth
er wat ar
erm
OH bout having remedial on thur and coming later
so i was unhappy and blahblah

so * started saying tt im unreasonable and blah shit
and when * brought it up i was alr so angry and i was lik wth? u're so irresponsible and blah

so we din

then..we peaced it out
but aft i put down the ph
i just kept thinking bout it
and...
over the hr + i just kept on thinking and thinking and thinking

and somehw finally plucked up enough courage to call to end it
it was quite hard
i had quite a hard time
i mean
ok i know
just a sentence hw hard can it be

but it really took me veryvery long and alot of determination to do it
and the nxt morning u almost made me sway
haha
nvm but well

just ...erm
all i can say is
maintain it this way nw
dont talk to me
dont make me sway..

wat can i say
this yr is just a yr of wrongs for me
hahahah
b then i then nw *

OH then tuition today
jason was asking me bout *
so i told him wat happened and he went oh really ar
and THEN realised tt this guy at the tuition right then was frm the same jc and he knew him
and jason and i was lik
omg

and jason just kept laughing and went
OOPS
dont say alr dont say dont say dont say
sorry sorry dotn say dont say

HAHA
so funny

oh and weiren goes to jason nw too?
hahah
funny

erm and wel basically tts it
in a short term a horrible thg
but in the long term the best thg to do
though i hav to admit i kinda miss you
and all i can say to u is tt if it's true it will come back

ive finally grown up and lernt aft all these yrs
goodness
i took so long to learn
such an idiot i know!
HAHA! dont hav to tell me tt

anyway aiyah long story the wkend
tell u bout it nxt time i blog
hehe
upload pics 1st
pigs of moomoo
haha
farm alr

alright see you

to all who are swayin back and fro bout smth
do wats right

dont follow ur heart
no matter hw badly u want to
dont
it will bring you down...
sooner or later

and ...well better late than never
so do it
ok?
be rational
(:

for your love ;
10:06 PM;

Monday, July 17, 2006

it's only mon
it feels lik fri?
damn tired la
duno y

phy spa this fri
darn it
i always do ok for practices but nt the real thg
lik wth
can predict tt i'll be shouting at mr tan at the last 3 min for a new piece of graph paper
omg
nightmare nightmare

the thought of it makes me shiver
rushing my previous shit spa grph and changing everythg the last 3 min
ahhhhhhhhh
horror

ANYWAY
someone frm cambridge asked online if i were the girl talking the most tt day
as in using "talking the most" to identify who i am

):

make me sound so auntie lor

and the pt is

HAHA
dickson
(huishan n hannah u remember him???)
i do cos .., nvm
haha
v.mean better dotn say
but anyway ya tt tall guy shaun's friend?


he said he remembers me as " the one who talked the most"
and he still remembers NOW
and we last saw him when we were lik sec 2 or smth???
wth

oh wel
nvm
i shall be remebered as "the one who talked the most" in every occasion
hahahaha

except darren who thinks im quiet
crazy

and speaking of him....ha

this is geting kinda unbearable
i duno wat for or why im tolerating this kinda shit
or watever
get rid of it on thur perhaps?

for your love ;
10:23 PM;

Saturday, July 15, 2006

ha
nt tt im trying to be mean
but..
serves you right!
haha

he has always been rational bout such thgs
and for a moment
it kinda scared me cos u seemed to hav made him irrational
but nw i can see he is rational again
yay

nw dont try anythg else funny

anyway
come to think of it
1 mth
i dont know wat im doing with you

for your love ;
10:21 AM;

Monday, July 10, 2006

went for my last lesson of chem tuition on sun
so sad ):
really

mr chua is a great tcher
but grp tuitions are really nt v.effective
he teaches really well tho
as in same frequency

unlike ms er COO
ask her bout a she ans b c d e f
kaos

and clarice just joined our class
her 1st lesson was my last
hahahaha
but he's gd
really

anyway
erm
wat can i say

i realise ppl sometimes treat ppl unfairly
as in
ok la at least me

someone who's really nice
gives u his/her attention
cares a lot bout you
always there for you no matter wat you did
what you siad blah

yet u dont quite give a damn
or just isnt treating him/her the way he/she's treating you
rude
ungrateful
demanding
blah and everythg

on the other hand
someone who hardly gives a damn bout you
yet u're doing everythg u can just to pls him/her
gg all the way out to do thgs for him/her

being extremely nice
wondering how he/she's doing
being worried bout him/her

worried bout whether he/she's happy
whether he/she wld want someone to talk to
whether there's anyway in which u can help
and ...
well u know wat i mean

it's so weird
it's time to turn thgs ard

y care bout someone whom u're nt impt to at all ?
and go on hoping tt u'll soon be impt to him/her too

y go on being jealous of someone who has his/her attention/love
no matter hw badly the person seem to be treating the one who is extremely impt to you
i mean
to him/her he/she's impt
(more impt than you at least!)

i mean
you can go ahead and judge and complain and curse
"oh tt bitch!"
"oh u shit .damn mean la!"
"wth? u're so so so mean"
"i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
"get away frm ****!!!!!"
and blahblah

but at the end of the day
it's his/her choice
to stick ard tt person
and nt you


and y be so mean to ppl who truly care and stick ard
being there for you all the time?

be nice...
to the right people

it's time to change
i will
but i'll need time

haha may till nw
wats wrong w me

but till then... (till i change)

ohyoucfuckingbitchshoola
just....leavewillyou?

for your love ;
7:27 PM;


demanding bitch
hurt someone still so demanding
bitch bitch bitch

for your love ;
5:39 PM;

Saturday, July 08, 2006

omg u freaking shit bitch
OMG
wth did u do to him?

oh u bitch bitch bitch!

go to hell alright SWEETIE?

knew u must be smth bad
see?
i din hate u out of jealousy

really...

i mean
nw i REALLY have a reason to hate you
thanks!

for your love ;
4:56 PM;

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

wth?!

you added her??

wth...

for your love ;
11:00 PM;