went for my last lesson of chem tuition on sun
so sad ):
really

mr chua is a great tcher
but grp tuitions are really nt v.effective
he teaches really well tho
as in same frequency

unlike ms er COO
ask her bout a she ans b c d e f
kaos

and clarice just joined our class
her 1st lesson was my last
hahahaha
but he's gd
really

anyway
erm
wat can i say

i realise ppl sometimes treat ppl unfairly
as in
ok la at least me

someone who's really nice
gives u his/her attention
cares a lot bout you
always there for you no matter wat you did
what you siad blah

yet u dont quite give a damn
or just isnt treating him/her the way he/she's treating you
rude
ungrateful
demanding
blah and everythg

on the other hand
someone who hardly gives a damn bout you
yet u're doing everythg u can just to pls him/her
gg all the way out to do thgs for him/her

being extremely nice
wondering how he/she's doing
being worried bout him/her

worried bout whether he/she's happy
whether he/she wld want someone to talk to
whether there's anyway in which u can help
and ...
well u know wat i mean

it's so weird
it's time to turn thgs ard

y care bout someone whom u're nt impt to at all ?
and go on hoping tt u'll soon be impt to him/her too

y go on being jealous of someone who has his/her attention/love
no matter hw badly the person seem to be treating the one who is extremely impt to you
i mean
to him/her he/she's impt
(more impt than you at least!)

i mean
you can go ahead and judge and complain and curse
"oh tt bitch!"
"oh u shit .damn mean la!"
"wth? u're so so so mean"
"i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
"get away frm ****!!!!!"
and blahblah

but at the end of the day
it's his/her choice
to stick ard tt person
and nt you


and y be so mean to ppl who truly care and stick ard
being there for you all the time?

be nice...
to the right people

it's time to change
i will
but i'll need time

haha may till nw
wats wrong w me

but till then... (till i change)

ohyoucfuckingbitchshoola
just....leavewillyou?

for your love ;
7:27 PM;