my mum went to see the teachers
all of them told her tt
i lack motivation n self discipline
walao eh
im so gona be locked up at hm forever and ever
wth
shit them la
ok la
but it's true
but still they shd think of ways of helping me improve wat
nt just tell my mum tt
shell just chain me to my desk la
and ms chua even asked my mum if im actually more humanities inclined
thanks ar
i know my phy c chem d bio d abit sad la
but do u hav to say tt man
lik my sci hopeless or smth
ha!
oh nvm
i shall start being more disciplined frm
er
now? onwards
waste the whole morn on the comp alr
ahha
doing nth actually
ok lets hav a plan
today i shall
1. study for chem spa
wah this is seriously must man
so much stuff la
kaos
shit spa
2. ermermerm play piano
lesson tmr
dont wana get diaoed by my tcher again
shes scary
3.errrrrrrrr print chem stuff and study/do
ah great my plan for today
for nw i shall go bathe
shall start work at 12 noon sharp
oh yippee
wat an organised person i am
ya right ill prob end up wasting a day again
we'll see
but nw i hav motivation ok
to shut ppl lik ms chua up
to make dr wong a little less ashamed of me
to stop mr tan frm mockin at me
to make ms koo regret giving up on me
yes any maths result i get it's purely my own efforts nth to do w ms COO
cos she has given up hope on me alr
SO BE IT
shit you
wat kind of tcher are u man
no wonder so old alr still no one wana marry u la
extremely uncaring
FORGET it ill depend on myself
ok this is making me angry
i shall go
dont bother reading this entry
purely for venting my anger
shit u all lousy and bochap and unmotivating tchers
but mrschan dr wong are v.nice
mr tan oso la act
but dont always mock at me leh
lik i asked him dsin*= n" lamda
wats n ar
and he said
" oh n is a whole number. u know not decimal. nt fraction.different frm those ar. whole number is forexaample 1or 2 or 3 . not 1. smth...blah"
thankyou
alright bb
